Jul. 12th, 2005

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So I have to get blood tests done tomorrow, which means I can't have any food or water after 7pm tonight and since it's now 7:30 I can't eat until tomorrow after my blood has been drawn. The food part won't be bad until morning, but the no water is killing me already. And the unfair part is that I won't know the results until August. A part of me doesn't want to know because of all the things that could be wrong, but I know that it's better to know so that I can fix whatever is wrong. I'm just worried that it's something major, something that can't be fixed by a pill something that will take more testing and more doctor visits. I just want this to be over so I don't have to deal with it any more. I just want to live my life and not have to worry about what is wrong with me.
lavenderspark: (Default)
So I have to get blood tests done tomorrow, which means I can't have any food or water after 7pm tonight and since it's now 7:30 I can't eat until tomorrow after my blood has been drawn. The food part won't be bad until morning, but the no water is killing me already. And the unfair part is that I won't know the results until August. A part of me doesn't want to know because of all the things that could be wrong, but I know that it's better to know so that I can fix whatever is wrong. I'm just worried that it's something major, something that can't be fixed by a pill something that will take more testing and more doctor visits. I just want this to be over so I don't have to deal with it any more. I just want to live my life and not have to worry about what is wrong with me.

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