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i miss andy...

whoever said that it gets easier needs to be kicked in the face. it doesn't get easier and you don't get used to it. it gets harder every time i watch him leave or i have to leave him. i never know with any real certainty when i'm going to see him again and that makes it worse. my mom made a comment this weekend asking what we would do if his leave time got switched or taken away. i wanted to hit her for saying such a thing. but i didn't. it was a fair question. andy's going to be talking with some higher ups and turning in some paperwork to make sure that doesn't happen. it's not like he gets married every day.

i just wish it was 2009 and he was home and we could be together on a daily basis...

(no subject)

i miss andy...

whoever said that it gets easier needs to be kicked in the face. it doesn't get easier and you don't get used to it. it gets harder every time i watch him leave or i have to leave him. i never know with any real certainty when i'm going to see him again and that makes it worse. my mom made a comment this weekend asking what we would do if his leave time got switched or taken away. i wanted to hit her for saying such a thing. but i didn't. it was a fair question. andy's going to be talking with some higher ups and turning in some paperwork to make sure that doesn't happen. it's not like he gets married every day.

i just wish it was 2009 and he was home and we could be together on a daily basis...