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May. 13th, 2006 11:01 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lavendersparkok, so i have a quasi date today...i'm a little nervous, but not too bad. tho it has been a while since i've gone on a date with someone i didn't already know pretty well...so we'll see how it goes. of course other people will be there as well, so it shouldn't be too awkward...unless that makes it awkward...
but wish me luck! even tho i don't want a relationship right now, it would be nice to have a date every now and then...i'm not sure how much longer i need on my own, i've worked thru a lot of things, but i still haven't figured out how to occupy myself when i have no one to hang out with...i'm not sure if that's really important to master either...one of my co-workers told me i need a hobby, which is true, i do, but i don't know what i could do. i don't have any talents or anything. my only real interests are reading and writing. i can only read for so long before i feel lazy and i can only write when i'm inspired. if i had a house with my own yard i could plant things and work on that, but i don't and i won't for a while. so i'm a little stuck. any ideas would be great.
but wish me luck! even tho i don't want a relationship right now, it would be nice to have a date every now and then...i'm not sure how much longer i need on my own, i've worked thru a lot of things, but i still haven't figured out how to occupy myself when i have no one to hang out with...i'm not sure if that's really important to master either...one of my co-workers told me i need a hobby, which is true, i do, but i don't know what i could do. i don't have any talents or anything. my only real interests are reading and writing. i can only read for so long before i feel lazy and i can only write when i'm inspired. if i had a house with my own yard i could plant things and work on that, but i don't and i won't for a while. so i'm a little stuck. any ideas would be great.
