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Jan. 10th, 2022 02:47 pmNote to self, the time for a cathartic moment is NOT while driving. Thankfully I was able to get it together and stay in the road. I'm sitting in the car line waiting for Kiley now, so I wanted to write it out to get the rest off my mind before I drive again.
I felt the need to listen to Paula Cole today, so I started this morning, then was interrupted by my therapist. I had a virtual appointment I had forgotten about. So we talked about my holiday and how I've been feeling overwhelmed and stressed and afraid that I won't be able to leave. Just all these feelings that my life is just going to be stuck here forever.
After that I had lunch and then got in the car, resuming my music where I had left off. When ( Throwing Stones ) came on, I turned it up. Its always been one of my favorites. It's a good angry song to belt out. I got to the bold lyrics and it just hit me. The parallels.
I just. Can life stop being so hard?
I felt the need to listen to Paula Cole today, so I started this morning, then was interrupted by my therapist. I had a virtual appointment I had forgotten about. So we talked about my holiday and how I've been feeling overwhelmed and stressed and afraid that I won't be able to leave. Just all these feelings that my life is just going to be stuck here forever.
After that I had lunch and then got in the car, resuming my music where I had left off. When ( Throwing Stones ) came on, I turned it up. Its always been one of my favorites. It's a good angry song to belt out. I got to the bold lyrics and it just hit me. The parallels.
I just. Can life stop being so hard?
