the countdown begins...

[lavenderspark]

so andy will be home in less than a month. i'm really really excited, but at the same time there's so much crap i have to do before he gets here and i just don't feel like doing it. particularly the cleaning part. my apartment is a mess b/c no one comes over and i just really don't care. but i don't want it to look like this when he gets here. ::sigh:: i need to find some motivation from somewhere...

i'm also a little worried about money at the moment. i don't know what happened, but suddenly i have less money to work with. i have a feeling it's probably the increased cost of gas and groceries combined. but right now i'm really worried b/c i have my depo shot due and a hair appointment within days of each other. and together that will cost me around $120. that's not counting my other bills that will be due around that time. and i'll be buying extra food around then to feed andy while he's home (tho we'll probably only have a couple meals here and spend most of our time in jackson..which is a whole different rant on it's own..) i'm really hoping i have enough money for everything. i know once he's home, he'll pay for everything, but until then i have to pay for things.

everything will most likely turn out fine, but right now i'm just a little panicked about the whole thing.

and i still wish he was coming home tomorrow...